You don’t have to want me….
there is no vegetation in your land.
In fact, that rich soil that was once there, has been replaced with dry sand.
I spent years trying to build that which was already broken.
You beat me with your mind, and your words, which were spoken.
You know I’ve been done,
with you I’m an empty shell,
you can gather up your self-pride,
and take it with you , straight to………
I won’t take it there, because I’m not like you
but I will fight for what’s mine….you’ll see in just a few.
I don’t mean with hands, but with my mind,
it would have behooved you, if you learned how to be kind.
But now you sit in this reality,
where you seek strength through weakness,
I am glad I now see.
You can’t hurt the one,
who hid you from the sun,
kept your flesh from burning,
took many bullets from the gun.
I was there for you, when even your own blood turned away,
and with harshness, that is the way that you repay?
That is fine, because in time, you will see.
that the worst thing that you could have ever done,
was hurt him and hurt me.