And just to think, that I was scared to bare my soul to you, because of this very thing.
And just to think, you assured me that you weren’t going anywhere. That you were my friend.
And just to think, that you were more fragile than me, because at the moment of discomfort of my mistakes, you were already done. But you bared your secrets to me, and you said many things that could have had me running the other way. But I was a friend…….a friend with her own life’s issues, but I was a friend.
And just to think, I willingly gave you my time, because I enjoyed your time.
And just to think, I put my heart into something so new, I failed, and apologized, wore my heart on my sleeve in front of you, and when life became too real, awkward, weary……..you left.
And just to think………In the matter of a week, my heart was so full of gladness, and so broken.
How is my human, too much, but yours is normal, more tolerable and easier to handle?
And just to think, I really cared for you………and the sad reality is…..I still do.
unfortunately, feelings do not fade away as quickly as people do.